Since my last post, things have changed a little. Since my last post, my best friend now had a tumblr, and another of my best friends is on blogspot. So hey, Amy, if you read this.
Slowly, my internet world is lacing itself more and more intricately with my real life. And I think I like it. It's starting to feel as though I can be more honest and open, and it almost feels as if a weight has been lifted.
This summer has taught me a lot. Mainly a lot of self confidence. Little by little, I am caring less about what others think of me. I almost entered Stephen's contest, and if he had picked me that would have been amazing. Actually, the only thing that stopped me was my crappy computer. That's a big step for me.
I feel like my life is just on the edge of taking off. I have met some new people recently that have given me hope that things can be interesting, and I am beginning to think my friends and I are almost on the same page. I have this feeling that next summer will be one to remember. Here's a list of the things I REALLY want to do, and we'll see how many of them come true:
1. Tanzania - almost a cert, if I can raise the money.
2. Edinburgh - again, almost definite, but I'm not sure if we will be able to go at the same time as Ollie.
3. GIRLS HOLIDAY - not sure how possible this is going to be. At all.
4. Mark Warner with Daddy :)
5. Reading Fest.
This year I am taking on a lot as well. I'm fundraising, participating in hopefully both the Christmas Carol and Kiss Me Kate, as well as working towards my GCSE's and doing my job. It's hard work, but we'll see how it goes. I like to be busy.
You know what Amy, if you are reading this, I think you are AMAZING. I actually so, and I don't tell you enough, so here is a heart <3
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